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Name: Odin Country: United States State: Ohio Birthday: 8/14/1986 Gender: Male
Interests: Anything virtual Expertise: The art of Deception, and the mastery of Philosophical Conundrums Occupation: Other Industry: Other
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Member Since:
2/21/2005
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| I gave up video games for lent. So, I have Oblivion....and I just kinda look at it. Thinking about how cool it would be to play. And then I cry. Not really, I go on myspace or something like that. It's really annoying though. I still have like 3 weeks, that's almost another month. Who knew lent was so long? You count to 40 and it goes really fast, you live through 40 and it goes so slow. Oh, Father Time! Why do you mock me so! | | |
| Life will continue to suck until March 20th, 2006. The release date for The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion. I'll try to enjoy life until then, but we'll see....it'll be kinda hard knowing what I could be doing. I just know there's some bastard out there playing it right now, and it makes me jealous! I want it, I want it, I want it! NOW! I seriously am kinda in depression again, but it should go away like it always does. Who among us is without depression? We've all been there, I'm not alone, and we all survive it. See you on the other side! | | |
| I'm single. Things moved too fast, apparehently my fault but I beg to differ, it was probably both our faults, as for people who think it is my fault, were you in the relationship...no? Oh, so then you have no idea what you're fucking talking about, ok, moving on.The fact that her sister calls and wants to know why I broke up with her, and tries to guilt trip me by saying how she's probably ODing right now doesn't make me want to go back to her. I mean, someone that deals with depression by popping pills and being bulemic/anorexic isn't someone I can see myself with and she said she wanted to marry me, I'm not into committing after a month, even though she didn't ask me to, the fact I knew she fealt that way scared me cause I didn't feel the same. I don't think we really had anything in common like movies, tv, music, games. I mean, she was a good person, and she was pretty and I know she did care, I just think that she's more of a friend type and didn't have a lot of the things I was looking for. Like, I need someone with depth, deep conversations, talking about life, love, politics, religion, and everything. And I need someone more ambitious. Someone who wants to make something of themselves, and isn't happy with what is just handed to them. I need someone witty and sophisticated and who knows what antidisestablishmentarianism means, because it's an interesting topic to talk about. She's a good person, and I hate to of hurt her, but I just didn't see it working....I feel bad....but what was I supposed to do? Live a lie? That just makes it worse in the end. I know I did the right thing...so why doesn't it feel that way? | | |
| Oh, Jolinda, how do I get myself into these situations, huh? I mean....yeah, you know what I mean. It's just crazy. If only I had a crystal ball I would have made different decisions, but now I just gotta go with the flow I suppose. | | |
| I'm running out of things to talk about. Um....Katelin is doing VERY well on her farm. Harvest Moon for PS2 the one with multiple endings, she's heading down about 4 different ones right now. Um...I'm still playing 3D RPGs to sate my appetite until Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion. And Martin still insists on using nothing but the infinite rocket launcher on Resident Evil 4. That's the game update for now, please stay tuned. | | |
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